It pays to know a librarian. Speaking of, Toska wants to know if Liz actually changed her name legaly to "Liz Wolf.: I am also curious. Care to enlighten us?
Okay don't take this the wrong way but do you remember quite a long time back when you told me that you may already be engaged to Sean (circa 2003ish)? Look how that turned out.
Yeah, you might want to remember that next time you're talking about wedding bells with this dude.
Don't take this the wrong way, please I am not intending to be a horrible prick. Just remember that as time changes people change and while you may be all in super duper gushy love with this guy now....well you were in super duper gushy love with Sean at one point as well and it did not last.
However, if you do get married (a very serious thing to consider at your age) you may want to throw down an invite. I would like an excuse to get dressed up that is better than volunteer time at the library.
Well.. I know what you're saying. Believe me. And I'm not taking what you say the wrong way. But also, please consider that in 2003 I was eighteen. I am now 23 and in a completely different way of life. I _was_ in love with Sean, but I was also doing everything I could to escape my old life. And he was my escape.
Also I had a lot of hardcore abandonment issues. I used to panic all the time when I thought he'd get arrested or something. I think marriage was a way for me to make sure he'd never be permanently taken from me.
A lot of people my age get married. Having a kid is just as common. Yes it's a serious thing to consider but I am serious about it. Its not like I'm writing up a guest list or anything but I do see myself one day marrying him. I know you'd rather have him go thru your rigirous testing and evaluation but at the moment that's not possible.
But I know what you're saying, and I appreciate it. Really, I do. The fact that love might not last, that relationships end, was the biggest lesson I GOT out of breaking up with Sean. It doesn't pay to lie to yourself, to ignore and drown out your issues with alcohol and mind numbing routine. But that's not my life anymore. I am more clear headed than I ever was. And I am more in love than I ever was.
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eventually my last name might be taylor. then i'd be liz taylor. (aaah!)
Yeah, you might want to remember that next time you're talking about wedding bells with this dude.
Don't take this the wrong way, please I am not intending to be a horrible prick. Just remember that as time changes people change and while you may be all in super duper gushy love with this guy now....well you were in super duper gushy love with Sean at one point as well and it did not last.
However, if you do get married (a very serious thing to consider at your age) you may want to throw down an invite. I would like an excuse to get dressed up that is better than volunteer time at the library.
Also I had a lot of hardcore abandonment issues. I used to panic all the time when I thought he'd get arrested or something. I think marriage was a way for me to make sure he'd never be permanently taken from me.
A lot of people my age get married. Having a kid is just as common. Yes it's a serious thing to consider but I am serious about it. Its not like I'm writing up a guest list or anything but I do see myself one day marrying him. I know you'd rather have him go thru your rigirous testing and evaluation but at the moment that's not possible.
But I know what you're saying, and I appreciate it. Really, I do. The fact that love might not last, that relationships end, was the biggest lesson I GOT out of breaking up with Sean. It doesn't pay to lie to yourself, to ignore and drown out your issues with alcohol and mind numbing routine. But that's not my life anymore. I am more clear headed than I ever was. And I am more in love than I ever was.